TRUST
Do you trust yourself? I surely hadn’t until recent years. I was the last person I would trust, especially after being diagnosed with HIV. During that period of my life I was beginning to trust myself and have a unification with my body, however because of the diagnosis after following the guidance, I stopped trusting myself. I say this because, after all, how could I trust myself if this is what the outcome became. That’s the day I stopped for decades. I couldn’t make any firm decisions, trust anything to follow and certainly didn’t believe in me for anything. However, today I can say that it was the best thing that ever happened to me. It’s bought me full circle, at a greater intensity, to trust myself 100 percent. There are no outside influences that have impact on my decisions or actions I take today.
Lets see the definition of trust. Trust is a firm belief in the reliability, truth, ability or strength of someone or something. Now, what does this mean for you? When it’s said what you believe is what you become or create, this statement is true. The more repetitive thoughts you have, especially connected to the emotion you feel as you are doing this will for sure manifest. Remember, everything is vibration and it will go with what matches the frequency. Truth comes is as your acceptance of what you are repeating and expressing regularly. Now, thus far you are feeding anything you are focused on. The final piece that will stop you from trusting is where are you focusing you abilities or beliefs about those things you are capable of doing? Do you hand over your power by allowing someone else’s opinions or values to influence you decision so as you aren’t responsible for the outcome because it may turn out as mine did? Think about it. What are the motives you have for not trusting yourself and the guidance you have within to take care of you? Is there fear of repeating the past or maybe the future being worse because if you do let go you will mess it up? I know these questions all so well because they are what preventing me from trusting. My hope is that nobody would have to experience the pain and suffering I put my body through most of my life because of fear. I had finally gotten to a point that I knew I had to do something or else I was leaving this life and would come back to repeat. I have the gift of remembering many of my past lives and I know the very last so as I continued to work on myself I understood why I had to have HIV and stop trusting myself. If you are in this place, what are your options? The ultimate goal of our adventures in the playground of life is to remember who we are by avoiding the distractions and trusting ourselves and finally remember who we are … these powerful vibrations of love capable of anything.
I would ask you to start slowing down. Trust is also going to have to include integrity first, then surrendering to the unknown as you learn to courageous steps by listening to the whispers one at a time and being present to your environment with the understanding that everything is a messenger for you to return to trusting you. Sometimes you may not get the result you feel you should receive and sometimes very much the opposite, however this is where you are tested. Will you follow the guidance and do it anyway? After awhile, and it does take practice you will be shown that the only reliable resource you have for any constant consistency of anything is you! You created this game for you to play for you to remember. Trust will reveal itself as you follow the guidance and practice discernment before the conclusion of a decision. The world environment is filled with many levels of fear and its pretty obvious that it’s not reliable for your well being.
What do you have to lose? Absolutely nothing … only everything to gain. As you continue more and more to follow you will see the results and your life will be filled with ease, joy, contentment and constant synchronistic guidance. Your mind will be quiet because you aren’t spending precious energy looking for answers outside. You will be able to ask a question and immediately know what you should do. Also as you become united with your body it will give you sensations that you will recognize as a confirmation you are following the flow. I had this before the HIV diagnosis and today it’s stronger than ever. You need no outside confirmation for decisions because you are the decision and as you do this patiently every day your vision will unfold right before your eyes without struggle or concern. The concern of the future will lessen or no longer exist because you know you are creating it in each moment you become closer to trusting you more.
Try it for a few days. I say three days. I have a fixation on 3, 33, 333 so I always do things in three when I am unsure. It’s like trying on a new pair of shoes to see how they fit. Be patient but I promise your patience will unlock the door to everything you want to experience. Enjoy the process.